I just found a neg rep from upstateNY. It really breaks my heart that this happened and I'm not really sure what to do. It's been bothering me for quite a while. I'm just asking some advice on how to deal with this on an emotional level. I can't sleep. I haven't eaten. My hands have been shaking.......actually, LMMFAO!!!!! I was kidding if you couldn't tell!!!! Like I even give a rats what happens here!! Lol!!! I think it is hysterical!!!! HAHAHA. In response to upstate, Do you want me to accept you as you are, or do you want me to lie to myself and try to like you? Lmao!!!