I've heard that if the company really needs drivers they start pulling them from within before they hire off the street. In my case since I self-disqualified myself in March 2015 my steward told me that I might have a chance 2 go back close 2 a year instead of waiting 4 the contract 2 end. There's no guarantees that it could happen, but @ least I feel better now that I might have hope. I regret going back, but mistakes happen so I'm trying not 2 beat myself up 4 it. Don't let opportunities pass U by. If I go 4 it I'm going all the way. I feel like I'm the only 1 who self-disqualified myself. R there some stories where people go back 4 the dumbest reasons?