1BROWNWRENCH
Amatuer Malthusian
How many of you here have adopted children? Share a little.
I AM an adopted child.......
Looking back....I would've appreciated knowing the truth before I was 12 !!Interesting. Do you remember how you felt when you fully understood your circumstances? Trying to get a handle on this subject before it gets to be a crisis.
My daughter knows now at 7 and has since about 5, but I wonder if she fully grips the magnitude of it. I worry in later years that she is going to break my heart by wanting to reject me imagining things would be better by seeking out her biological mother. I am confident I'm a pretty good father (which she would not have had at all), but you know how irrational adolescents can be.
I hope an adopted child realizes how hard it is to give up something that you have carried inside of you and worried over, nurtured and protected. I would hope they see that they were put first, to the exclusion of the one giving them up. They meant so much to that person that they were given a better chance than they would have gotten where they were.
That being said, if the day should come that she does start asking about her birth parent(s) and wants to find out more about them, be supportive throughout the process, letting her know that you are there for her every step of the way without letting her know how much it is tearing you apart on the inside.
I think it is wonderful that you and your wife chose to make her part of your family.
You sound like a great father. I was a daddy's girl!My daughter knows now at 7 and has since about 5, but I wonder if she fully grips the magnitude of it. I worry in later years that she is going to break my heart by wanting to reject me imagining things would be better by seeking out her biological mother. I am confident I'm a pretty good father (which she would not have had at all), but you know how irrational adolescents can be.
You sound like a great father. I was a daddy's girl!
I was adopted at 11 days old. My parents signed up for a boy, lol - you know, that weird era of having the eldest be a son. Anyway, the adoption agency called my parents one morning and said they had a baby. It was not a boy, but a girl, and since they were next in line, they wanted to call. My mom hesitated and asked my dad. Hearing their hesitation, the social worker asked if they would like to come see the baby .
They went down to the agency (which was connected to the hospital). When they arrived the social worker gave the baby (me) to my mom and made some excuse about something had come up and would they feel comfortable looking after me and feeding me until she came back. She returned in about 1/2 hour and took me back and thanked them. Wait, they said. They thought she said that the baby was their's if they wanted her. Oh, she says, do you want this baby? And that was how I was adopted.
I always knew and always wondered about my biological parents. I'll tell you that story later. Lunch is over!
I have known of my adoption since about age 5. Absolutely be supportive should your daughter wish to know of her biological parents, but don't push it. I can honestly say that the only times I have ever felt not 100% of my family has been when my mom would push me to look. It's also just about the only time I ever gave it much thought. I know who my mom and dad are. They happen to be my kids grandma and grandpa. I don't know why some people feel a longing to know. Maybe they didn't have the excellent, loving upbringing I did. Maybe they want to star in an after school special in their own minds. The drama bores me. Maybe I'm the odd one. But I know my brothers and sisters, remember the fights and the laughter, the funerals and the weddings, birthdays and Xmas. We have always been together, always been a family. I don't know what I would search for that I don't have. Closure? That occurred January 15th 1968 when the court finalized the proceedings.
I still have the bulletin from my baptism. It reads:
Not flesh of my flesh,
not bone of my bone,
but still very much my own.
I sincerely hope that you and all adoptive parents can fully feel the full power of that love as I have in my family. I do not doubt that you already do.