So you admit you have lived your life as a piece of human garbage,I loved my Dad, wasn't the husband I should have been.
I treated my dad badly on many things, was basically a piece of to him.
What has to be answered is, What do I consider a piece o to be, compared to your definition.
I hold marriage to be the highest institution ordained by God for man and woman.
Would, do you really want to poke this bear.
You will not be satisfied.
Better yet, bring it on.
It probably won’t be long before the good lord sweeps the trash (i.e you) out of the universe.