Hi guys I'm new here and pretty new at express. i work at agfs at my station as a handler and i don't know whether i'm just not cut out for this job or if i'm just making rookie mistakes. it just seems like a lot for the short amount of time i've been there and i don't want to be a burden on my coworkers or managers. i've done things like not checking a lock and it fell down after i thought i had locked it (the can didn't fall off though). putting an FO in a can instead of sending it down the belt (not entirely my fault but i didn't want to throw anyone under the bus so i took the blame). i was marshaling the loader up to the plane and a bumper touched the plane (stopped it before it did any damage but it still touched). i've tried marshaling the belt loader without removing chocks. i've helped a coworker load a can onto a dolly for a tug driver and didn't check her side's locks so the driver took off and the can fell off (technically the fault of the driver but she trusted me and our other coworker and we did her wrong). when things get really hectic i have a hard time scanning packages and loading them, i've only stopped the belt once because i got overwhelmed but someone had to take over scanning for me so i could fix my can (not stacked well). when stacking skids i put a package on top of a stack and a coworker bumped into it and it fell onto his head. i never make the same mistake twice because i always learn from them, i feel like half the time when i mess up it's because i haven't been told the right way and the only way i learn is doing it wrong first, THEN i'm told the right way. another problem i have is i'm a short guy, i'm 5'3 and while i'm strong enough to lift heavy packages sometimes i just can't get a hold of some of the bigger ones and i need help, i also need help offloading cans that are stacked to the ceiling because i can't reach. i feel like i ask for help a lot and it's annoying to my coworkers. i see them snickering at me when i ask for help on a box that's three feet taller than me or getting boxes that are out of my reach. i've never been late, i do everything i'm told, i get along with everyone, it just seems like a lot of mistakes i'm making. i really try to pay attention to what i'm doing but i get nervous i'm going to mess up which probably makes it worse. i guess what i'm asking is if this is normal, if i'll get used to it and stop making mistakes because i really want to be a good worker. also, am i too short for this job? i can lift 75 pounds but the height issue is annoying. do i need to see about transferring to csa or dgo? thanks guys i really appreciate any help you can give me.