If you have to ask, it’s probably bad.
That is the key, right there.
A guy that I used to hang out with spent 5 minutes justifying how much he drinks to me. I am an alcoholic and have been sober for 30+ years. If you are compelled to justify your drinking to an alcoholic, you have a problem. The gentleman that I am referring to, died of liver disease 3 weeks ago, after being fired when his boss found liquor bottles hidden in his desk at work.
The big indicator for me, was that when I started drinking, I did not stop until I went to bed. Before I started, I checked to see how much was in the fridge, if there were not at least 6, I did not start.
I quit when my oldest daughter was 4 months old. My daughters learned how to have fun without drinking and so far, the have steered clear of alcohol issues.