Is your first love ever really over?

Discussion in 'Life After Brown' started by Lineandinitial, Oct 10, 2013.

  1. It's been over 30 years and I finally found her again.
    Not in person, but on a Facebook page.
    She looks happy in her life.
    Not a day has gone by where I haven't thought of her;
    and wished for a different outcome.
    So many events have occurred where I long for her presence.
    I wonder if I can right my wrongs in the next life.
     
  2. serenity now

    serenity now Guest

    Fifty people have viewed this and not responded; perhaps this subject is a shared pain best left alone.
    I could write several pages but no one would take the time to read them.

    No, your first love is never really over. Sadly, you have reminded me of this truth.
     
  3. jumpman23

    jumpman23 Oh Yeah

    That's because our little head takes precedence over our big head if you know what im saying. I was in that same predicament. I had a summer fling totally loved that chick but she lived like 2 or 3 hours away. On the other hand I had a chick that lived 15 min away that was pretty hot too. I did the math steady booty 15 min away or booty once in a while 2 or 3 hours away, was an easy choice lol. But in the end wind up being the dumbest thing I ever did for real. Was a junior in high school by the way. I still talk to her once in a while the chick that lived 2 or 3 hours away. Sweet and beautiful girl too. We all make mistakes but you live and learn folks. That's the great part about growing up. Your going to win some and your going to lose some.
     
  4. Hey........speak for yourself........big head is in my pants...not on my shoulders!.....lol
     
  5. over9five

    over9five Moderator Staff Member

    Been there.....
    Write a long blog about it, helped me.
     
  6. What was your boyfriends name??.....oh....did I say that out loud??..sorry.......not really......lmao
     
  7. jumpman23

    jumpman23 Oh Yeah

    What time you want me to set the alarm so you can wake up from your stupidazz dream hoss lol.
     
  8. Hey...........im a legend in my own mind!......Your not..UPS........you cant take away my dreams! give me another 6 shooter of silver bullets!
     
  9. jumpman23

    jumpman23 Oh Yeah

    Probably a super glue dream, sucks when you wake up and your super glued to the mattress lol. Just don't call 911 lol.
     
  10. Ill call a hooker. or 3!....lol
     
  11. jumpman23

    jumpman23 Oh Yeah

    Got a few in my rolledex on my celly under business names lol.
     
  12. jumpman23

    jumpman23 Oh Yeah

    On my 1st cell I had when I started driving that is lol.
     
  13. BSWALKS

    BSWALKS Easily Amused

    I really enjoyed reading your blog. One of the reasons I joined the site.
     
  14. gingerkat

    gingerkat Well-Known Member

    This really struck me as beautiful. All I can say is that I wish that someone had ever thought two seconds about me that way. Sadly I'm still waiting for my true love
     
  15. jumpman23

    jumpman23 Oh Yeah

    Im getting brownee points tomorrow sending dozen roses to my wife at school for our 11th anniversary and she has no idea lol. Gotta get them brownee points when your married lol.
     
  16. Better put your name on that card.....................................................................or she might think those daisies.....are from her boyfriend!
     
  17. jumpman23

    jumpman23 Oh Yeah

    U need to lay off the crack pipe son lol.
     
  18. jumpman23

    jumpman23 Oh Yeah

    Nah she knows their from DADDY lol.
     
  19. She is the love of my life
    I can't do anymore than dream and wish
     
  20. gingerkat

    gingerkat Well-Known Member

    This is really sad, I'm sorry for your loss