Yes, my transgressions were of inappropriate behavior, which, yes I won't do again. The heart stuff is just having seen both sides. I've reported, had to miss work, extra doctor's visits, stress tests, one year clearance to show what I've been showing the past 15 years. Or skip over it and keep it moving, less BS. Clearly if my health were a concern that would have manifested itself by now. But once something happens you're forever marked, like having a record, like you can't be any better than your worst moment. I reject that type of thinking.