Thank you for the answer Van, well thought out I appreciate that. Your right, my ancestors did come here as well in search of a better life and found and established one, whats depressing is the uncertainty that I wont have a chance to compete in this economy like they got to. The gap between the rich and poor was better I imagine, now middle class in america retires me to middle class mexico... I guess its tough because I see all my elders retiring comfortably in America, but its very uncertain if Ill have the same opportunities to have that same comfort here.