The OP has gone out of his way to make sure there is hostility between us. That is where it comes from. I have no hostility towards anyone else. I don't enjoy feeling any ill will. I will not tolerate being treated worse than toe jam, though. Nancy wants to play dirty and cruel, I guess those are the rules under which we shall interact, then.
The drivers who have been lucky enough to jump ahead of the insiders who have waited over a decade for that job, have been humble enough to know not to throw it in others faces. I have no use for know-it-all jerk faces who are so abusive, at times, it sickening. That would be the OP. A petty, little chubby holder who sits in the corner dreaming up ways to hurt others. He has earned my disdain.