Man this is fairly heartbreaking, totally sucks. As I begin this journey with Big Brown, I am trying to hold my relationship sacred, and put my fiancee first, whenever and wherever I can.
I want her to understand fully what this job entails and can become, for better and worse. I told her if it ever gets to be too much of a strain on our relationship, I will do something, anything else, no questions asked.
Money is money, work is work, life is life. I have seen lots of friends and senior drivers I know lose the loves of their lives, either bc of work, or because they had no time to grow what they had. It makes me sad as hell. No man or woman deserves to go through it, but it's life. I wish you the best.